When I go to bed i think of you (all the time, at all times)
When i see your face I'm blushing too
I would drink you up, all the time
Fill my cup all the time
In my mind, all my life
Gotta try not to cry in my bed at night
Still alone, think of you
All the time end up lying to myself
And then I start to pretend that I'm happy
Forget for a moment the people around me
We all pretend like everything's good , but
Honestly, honestly it's not, no
Tell them I'm doing fine, with the fake smile (Fake smile)
Leave the dinner table, smoke for a while
Pull the vodka out the cup cup cupboard
Force the muscles in my face up upwards
Close my eyes and smile
I Close my eyes and smile
Everytime I see you, Everytime I hear you
Everytime our eyes meet, Everytime I feel that Every bloodcell in my body screams: "HERE I AM, TALK TO ME, WANNA TALK TO YOU, but you aren't fuckin real
ARGH I'm a little pissbaby, yuh
Getting older but staying 14, yuh
Always living inside of my dreams, yuh
Dunno if I pretend to live here, or
Am I just too dumb to realize I'm good?
Am I feeling numb or do wish I to?
Pretend to be in love
Pretend to be more that you
Pretend to be sad
Pretend to be myself
We are notthatloud, a music group consisting of 2 musicians. The first one is Rosie, she writes the lyrics of our songs and
draws our artworks. The second part is Max, he makes the beats, mixes and masters the music. We are from the south of Germany and mostly make lofi, bedroom and jazz Pop music....more
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